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I'm sure anyone who reads these knows that i struggle with depression. last month at youth, that changed. my youth leader asked if anyone needed physical healing. i went for bi-polar. but after the fact, i realized that I'd gone for depression. Mr. Rick (my youth pastor) prayed for me, but he wanted someone else to do so as well. He asked Mrs.Cata if she would. All of my friends who were there laid hands on me while she prayed. you wouldn't believe how hard i cried. i remember her saying that i didn't need depression, that it wasn't my friend anymore. so now, its gone. and if it tries to come back, i know what to do. i have control over depression. not the other way around. i want to encourage all of you who read my journals that the same thing can happen for you. you don't need it. if you personally know me, and you struggle with depression, i really want you to call me. if ever you need a friend, i'm here.
you DO have power
ok. i get it. need to update these more often.
this summer i went to camp with crazyanimegirlHYPER. we were worshiping in the tabernacle. the music got too quiet for me to sing without being heard, so i quit singing. and God told me "you're going to have to sing out in the silence." i didn't know how to do that. so Satan came in and said "you're so stupid and worthless and you're never going to do anything big. you should just kill yourself now." It. made. me. mad. so i came back and yelled at him... in my head of course. i said "y'know what Satan? you have no room in my life, so get out." he left. he quit bugging me. now, he did come back t
Sooooo much better
i'm back!!! sorry. i had to do that. bored.
anyways... so, i've been having a hard time the last 3-5 years because i haven't been able to hear God. i actually went to school tuesday-thursday crying because of it. well, yesterday, i got home from school and set my stuff down in my room. then i sat on my bed just kinda being depressed and out of nowhere, i mean nowhere, i wasnt even talking to Him and i just heard Him say "i'm here to listen." and i had so many people praying for me that i can't even count them. most of them i don't even talk to. i had friends aksing their friends to pray for me so i didn't even know some of them at all. if yo
T.T
i know i know... i'm pathetic. ok. so i came home from a friend's house and my sisters were watching the movie Astro Boy. So i thought "eh what the heck. i got nothin better to do." so i watched it with them... now im addicted T.T
Stuff I Keep Meaning To Post But Never Do
1. Wow! my last journal entry was a loooong time ago! i would've posted something earlier but my computer almost crashed last month sooo... sorriez.
2. I haz a boyfriend now! ^-^ we went to homecoming... last month? Yea... i gotted his b-day present to day.! It's a big puppy that says "hug me." kira-ann-lee, i think i told you wrong. not his Chirstmas present.
3. ugh! i'm really mad at this guy in PHT! if you personally know me, call, i'll tell you about it. kira-ann-lee, just e-mail me.
4. we bought How to Tain Your Dragon! best... movie... EVER!!! *dies* if you havent seen it, get your lazy butt off the computer and go buy it!!!
so yea.
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