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I'm sure anyone who reads these knows that i struggle with depression. last month at youth, that changed. my youth leader asked if anyone needed physical healing. i went for bi-polar. but after the fact, i realized that I'd gone for depression. Mr. Rick (my youth pastor) prayed for me, but he wanted someone else to do so as well. He asked Mrs.Cata if she would. All of my friends who were there laid hands on me while she prayed. you wouldn't believe how hard i cried. i remember her saying that i didn't need depression, that it wasn't my friend anymore. so now, its gone. and if it tries to come back, i know what to do. i have control over depre
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you DO have power
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ok. i get it. need to update these more often.
this summer i went to camp with crazyanimegirlHYPER. we were worshiping in the tabernacle. the music got too quiet for me to sing without being heard, so i quit singing. and God told me "you're going to have to sing out in the silence." i didn't know how to do that. so Satan came in and said "you're so stupid and worthless and you're never going to do anything big. you should just kill yourself now." It. made. me. mad. so i came back and yelled at him... in my head of course. i said "y'know what Satan? you have no room in my life, so get out." he left. he quit bugging me. now, he did come back t
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Sooooo much better
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i'm back!!! sorry. i had to do that. bored.
anyways... so, i've been having a hard time the last 3-5 years because i haven't been able to hear God. i actually went to school tuesday-thursday crying because of it. well, yesterday, i got home from school and set my stuff down in my room. then i sat on my bed just kinda being depressed and out of nowhere, i mean nowhere, i wasnt even talking to Him and i just heard Him say "i'm here to listen." and i had so many people praying for me that i can't even count them. most of them i don't even talk to. i had friends aksing their friends to pray for me so i didn't even know some of them at all. if yo
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You have been tagged! 
Now you must make this into a journal entry! XD
RULES:
1. Choose 4 of your original characters.
2. Make your original characters answer these questions.
3. Tag 3 other people.
4. Add one question of your own.*
I choose........
Allie
Abs
Esmerelda
Ulric
1: Do you want a hug?
Allie: Get away from me, weirdo.
Abs: If it's from Allie, sure.
Esmerelda: *blank stare*
Ulric: Do you want to get your arms ripped off and thrown into a pool of sharks? No? Good.
2: Where were you born?
Allie: In a hospital.
Abs: I have no idea.
Esmerelda: Hospital bed.
Ulric: Do you REALLY want to know that?
3: Do you have any kids?
Allie: Not yet... *blushes and looks at Abs*
Abs: Maybe sometime soon.
Esmerelda: *blank stare*
Ulric: If I do, I don't know about them.
4: Have you killed anyone?
Allie: Let's see... One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine... I'm running out of room to count.
Abs: You have no idea.
Esmerelda: I would never! *hides a pistol behind her back*
Ulric: I like to think not. That way I have a clear conscience.
5: Do you hate anyone?
Allie: My dad, Blake, the whitecoats, the Erasers. (read my MR fanfic, Chapt. 1: The Escape for details.)
Abs: Same as Allie.
Esmerelda: Nope.
Ulric: That's classified information.
6: Do you love anyone?
Allie: Maybe, maybe not. *takes a look at Abs*
Abs: *blushes and glances at Allie* I'm not sure if she loves me back.
Esmerelda: Oh, h*** yes!!
Ulric: That's also classified.
7: What is your job?
Allie: Kickin' whitecoat and Eraser a**, leading my flock, the usual.
Abs: Following Allie and cleaning up her crime scenes after a fight.
Esmerelda: Keeping my sisters sane.
Ulric: Are you kidding? I work at Burger King. My favorite part of the job is scaring kids.
8: Any hobbies?
Allie: Ripping people that I don't like limb from limb.
Abs: Shredding people who are the least bit mean to Allie and helping her tear other people apart.
Esmerelda: Trying to keep guys away from me, yet make them even more interested.
Ulric: Scaring kids at my job and blaming somebody else.
9: Got a favorite youtube video?
Allie: Any video with bloody fights is good enough for me.
Abs: Any video with a certain someone in them.
Esmerelda: Ones telling about hypnosis.
Ulric: Kirby's Midnight Snack. Seriously, go look it up. It's hilarious.
10: What is your worst memory?
Allie: Having my dad sew wings onto my back and stick me in a cage the day after my mom died.
Abs: Any memory of seeing Allie get hurt.
Esmerelda: Junior high. You do not want to know what most of the guys were thinking about. I still have nightmares.
Ulric: Finding a kid I couldn't scare. She scared me. She was a little two year old preschooler who ordered five milkshakes. She almost impaled me with a straw, and yes, that is possible.
11: Favorite pokemon?
Allie: What's a pokemon?
Abs: Huh?
Esmerelda: Espeon.
Ulric: Umbreon.
12: favorite musical artist or band?
Allie: Skillet.
Abs: Allie.
Esmerelda: The Black Eyed Peas.
Ulric: Metallica.
My question: What is your deepest, darkest secret? (And, yes, you MUST answer! XD)
Allie: You really wanna know? Okay, I'm in love with Abs. There. I said it.
Abs: YEESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *runs arond the room on the walls and finally stops in front of Allie and kisses her* I love you! *gives her a bear hug, cracking her spine about a hundred times*
Esmerelda: Ummm. That was weird... Anyway, I have a special person I love.
Ulric: The only other thing I've ever been scared of besides the preschooler was Esmerelda's youngest sister, Eva. Her Eevee swallowed my arm up to the elbow, but didn't bite it off. This time.
All of characters I chose for this are a bit violent and emoish, so yeah.
I stole this steal it from me if you want to.
Now you must make this into a journal entry! XDRULES:
1. Choose 4 of your original characters.
2. Make your original characters answer these questions.
3. Tag 3 other people.
4. Add one question of your own.*
I choose........
Allie
Abs
Esmerelda
Ulric
1: Do you want a hug?
Allie: Get away from me, weirdo.
Abs: If it's from Allie, sure.
Esmerelda: *blank stare*
Ulric: Do you want to get your arms ripped off and thrown into a pool of sharks? No? Good.
2: Where were you born?
Allie: In a hospital.
Abs: I have no idea.
Esmerelda: Hospital bed.
Ulric: Do you REALLY want to know that?
3: Do you have any kids?
Allie: Not yet... *blushes and looks at Abs*
Abs: Maybe sometime soon.
Esmerelda: *blank stare*
Ulric: If I do, I don't know about them.
4: Have you killed anyone?
Allie: Let's see... One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine... I'm running out of room to count.
Abs: You have no idea.
Esmerelda: I would never! *hides a pistol behind her back*
Ulric: I like to think not. That way I have a clear conscience.
5: Do you hate anyone?
Allie: My dad, Blake, the whitecoats, the Erasers. (read my MR fanfic, Chapt. 1: The Escape for details.)
Abs: Same as Allie.
Esmerelda: Nope.
Ulric: That's classified information.
6: Do you love anyone?
Allie: Maybe, maybe not. *takes a look at Abs*
Abs: *blushes and glances at Allie* I'm not sure if she loves me back.
Esmerelda: Oh, h*** yes!!
Ulric: That's also classified.
7: What is your job?
Allie: Kickin' whitecoat and Eraser a**, leading my flock, the usual.
Abs: Following Allie and cleaning up her crime scenes after a fight.
Esmerelda: Keeping my sisters sane.
Ulric: Are you kidding? I work at Burger King. My favorite part of the job is scaring kids.
8: Any hobbies?
Allie: Ripping people that I don't like limb from limb.
Abs: Shredding people who are the least bit mean to Allie and helping her tear other people apart.
Esmerelda: Trying to keep guys away from me, yet make them even more interested.
Ulric: Scaring kids at my job and blaming somebody else.
9: Got a favorite youtube video?
Allie: Any video with bloody fights is good enough for me.
Abs: Any video with a certain someone in them.
Esmerelda: Ones telling about hypnosis.
Ulric: Kirby's Midnight Snack. Seriously, go look it up. It's hilarious.
10: What is your worst memory?
Allie: Having my dad sew wings onto my back and stick me in a cage the day after my mom died.
Abs: Any memory of seeing Allie get hurt.
Esmerelda: Junior high. You do not want to know what most of the guys were thinking about. I still have nightmares.
Ulric: Finding a kid I couldn't scare. She scared me. She was a little two year old preschooler who ordered five milkshakes. She almost impaled me with a straw, and yes, that is possible.
11: Favorite pokemon?
Allie: What's a pokemon?
Abs: Huh?
Esmerelda: Espeon.
Ulric: Umbreon.
12: favorite musical artist or band?
Allie: Skillet.
Abs: Allie.
Esmerelda: The Black Eyed Peas.
Ulric: Metallica.
My question: What is your deepest, darkest secret? (And, yes, you MUST answer! XD)
Allie: You really wanna know? Okay, I'm in love with Abs. There. I said it.
Abs: YEESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *runs arond the room on the walls and finally stops in front of Allie and kisses her* I love you! *gives her a bear hug, cracking her spine about a hundred times*
Esmerelda: Ummm. That was weird... Anyway, I have a special person I love.
Ulric: The only other thing I've ever been scared of besides the preschooler was Esmerelda's youngest sister, Eva. Her Eevee swallowed my arm up to the elbow, but didn't bite it off. This time.
All of characters I chose for this are a bit violent and emoish, so yeah.
I stole this steal it from me if you want to.